-feeling depressed on the assignment and some thoughts-
Not that I'm not a home person.
But....
I just felt that I need a break.
A break from all the reality.
A real break. For my mind and soul.
I'm really tired with what's going on in there.
Kids aren't growing maturely.
Parents are having matters with work.
Loads of problem are poured out to me.
I don't mind to be a listener and adviser.
But, once I give out my advice, and you don't wanna take my advice to consideration.
Then, fine. It's really fine for that.
Just make sure, you don't come back to me for the same reason/ same problem anymore.
When you don't wanna listen to me at the first place,
why would you come back to me for the second time or third or moreeee
Same problem over and over againnn
There's no point for me to do so.
and I'm exhausted for all these.
I feel like I'm not being appreciated for what I've done.
Not to say that I've done a lot of big things for people.
But I've tried my best to live my life, to solve my things, to earn my extra living expenses.
All these are done by my own.
But, why why why
Why you guys never looked at my life and started to appreciate what you guys have now.
You guys don't need to do part time jobs during weekends, semester break or even on weekdays.
You guys can get you pocket money without paying room rental and miscellaneous bills and so on.
You guys can buy tickets and just go back to hometown whenever you guys want without having to pay the tickets by your own.
Why don't appreciate this kind of life but yet make others life miserable and tough?
I've been so tired of all your bullshits.
Arguments non-stop all over the place.
I just wanna get rid of it and moved out.
I moved out indeed and live a new life now.
But the same thing still happens and goes on...
God, please help me in this.
I need your love and wisdom to go through all these.
I knew we can't rid the world of sorrow, but we can choose to live in joy.
I'm tired.
hurt.
cried.
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