Confirmation?

Totally neglected my blog for a long time.

I'm back.

Talking about confirmation

Hmm

I guess it's a tough moment while waiting for the confirmation

It's either a job confirmation

or confirmation about a r/ship

But I guess whenever the confirmation is yet to be done,

everything is questioned.

Have been questioning myself for such a long time.

"Is he the right guy?"

"Are you ready for that?"

"What would you do to cherish your partner?"

etc.....

All these popped into my head,

each and every day.

Thinking about someone do make us feel happy.

But become emotional also, at the same time.

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I once ran after a guy that I liked so much.

Spent time and effort on him,

without any hesitation or doubt,

I just wanted to be with him so badly that time.

At last, everything ended up.

Everything went worse.

I never blamed him for that.

I blamed myself a lot.

That's my decision which I decided to run after a guy who doesn't liked me at all.

So, bear the consequences :)

Everything goes well.

I let go all of the feelings and I'm okay right now.

After this particular guy, I told myself

I wouldn't chase after a guy anymore.

Once is enough. I'm tired.

If he likes you, he will eventually put in effort to be with you. 

No matter how hard the situation is, you will be with him.

If he is meant to be yours, he will by your side, at last.

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I know rushing brings nothing but just a harmful decision to both of us.

But, I just wanna let you know something.

Something that I really think of in every single days.

I can't deny that I'm missing you.

I miss you, a lot more than you could ever think of.

I have so much things to do with you.

Share food with you. 

Explore new cafes and restaurants around the town. 

Bring me along for trips. Short vacation or long trip to overseas. 

Bring me to Disneyland.

Cherish you and the moments we are together. 

Be your listener and share your burdens.

Be with you when you're down.

Give you freedom and watch you smile around your friends.

Smile with you. Talk lame jokes with you.

Sing songs with you. Even though we sing like mad people.

Cook for you. Cook with you. Don't care it's breakfast, lunch or dinner.

Swim together. Our fav sports ;)

On diet together. Save money on the same time :P

Watch movies together.

Enjoy lil moments with you.

Enjoy silent moments where you play your games and I do my stuffs.

Enjoy each other's presence and existence.

Guess this is what I gonna do with the future boyfie.

Two persons, just you and me.

It's perfect enough, at least for me.

Anyway, time is needed before going into a serious relationship.

No rushing, but with patience, tolerance and understanding

Confirmation? Screw you.

Appreciate the moments. Cherish all the memories. Make moments into memories.

I would be here, all the time, to be with you :')

Assignments?

Since last week, I was really busy on assignments.
Year 2 Sem 1 with 2 assignments and 2 papers.
The first assignment is quite okay for me as I started to do a lil by lil earlier.
And the guidelines are there so I guess it's not a big problem at all.
But I don't dare to aim too high for it. 
Scared that if I aim higher, disappointment level goes higher :/

And yes, I just hand in the 2nd assignment which the due date is on today 3pm.
It was terrible. :(((
Requirement is choose 2 out of 4 scenarios.
Initially, I chose Scenario 1 and 2.
But, I had a lot of uncertainty on Scenario 2 so I changed it to Scenario 1 and 3.

But...
at the very last minute which is last two days,
I changed my mind to Scenario 3 and 4.
Scenario 1 is all about theories and requires a lot of journals in it in order to score.
*wanna score higher :P *

Due to limited time and resources (doing assignment without a proper textbook)
I chose 3 and 4 to do.
So rushhhhhhhhhhhhh
Was so happy when I finally finished the assignments and turnitin to the website.
OH GOSHHHHHH 
I was like SERIOUSLYYY?????
28% of plagiarism!!! what the hack.

I resubmitted it for few times after amendment is done.
and I supposed to end everything at 4.30am this morning but
stupid forking amendment of words dragged it to 6.30am.
Went to bed after that. It's Good Morning and I'm going to bed now. lolol
Thought that I can easily fall asleep after being so tired.
but my neck was so pain after sitting in front of the laptop for hours longgg
turned here and there. rolled here and there. then finally slept at dontknowwhattime

Woke up late and bus went off already.
*Thank you assignment *
luckily there's a taxi near the condo, took it and went to Centrepoint to print my assignment.

I'm gonna broke after assignments. 
printing and binding of one assignment cost around 15 bucks
printing for one black and white sheet costs 50 cents!@#$%^&*
what the hack on this world!!!
I seriously don't get why they charged students at this price!!!
It's international college but it doesn't mean that u can charge at the FORKING HIGH PRICE!!!
This same applies to the book store at my college. 40 cents for each sheet.

broke broke broke......
2 assignments and my 25 bucks gone.
the most expensive assignments ever in my studies life

Hmm. guess too much of complaints?
nahhh I'm just couldn't stand to see all those black-heart shoppers earning students' money lolll
okay, end of the compalints.

But still phew~ finished. end. and relieved.
next is finals. I'm cominggg. 
am super excited as when finals is near, means my holiday is near tooooo. 
HOLIDAYSSS (heart-shaped eyes) hehehe

Till then, xoxo.