Sunday, March 24, 2013

Let it go


Exam is just around the corner. 
NO!!!! It is just left with one day!
But I still cant pay 100% concentration on my revision.

My study mood is not on YETTTTT

What the heck is happened on me these days.
*Izit just these days?* 
I think it happened more than days to be counted.



Yes, I know the thing is still there.
But...
I do not know is that left with memories or feeling.

If memories, yeah, u did killing the inside of me for so longggg time.
Please stop, it hurts.

If feeling, oh my goodness.
U're so stupid.
start to talk to myself againn
It really really hurts. Please stop it now.


I thought I would not have this butterflies all over my stomach when...
I met you, 
I talked to you, 
we laughed together like silly people.


Sometimes (actually most of the time) I feel like, why in real life, we cant have like the scenes in Vampire Diaries Season 4, 
where Damon compelled Elena to turn off her humanity. 
By turning off her humanity, 
she couldn't feel the sadness and hurts that her only brother had died. 


That's drama. Now this is real life.
Ughhh
And yes, I underestimated all these.

I'm not going to hold all these things anymore. 
Neither I want to remember 
nor care each of the little thing of yours.

It's time to let go.
Let go everything.
Yes, EVERYTHING.
Just let it go.