Assignments?

Since last week, I was really busy on assignments.
Year 2 Sem 1 with 2 assignments and 2 papers.
The first assignment is quite okay for me as I started to do a lil by lil earlier.
And the guidelines are there so I guess it's not a big problem at all.
But I don't dare to aim too high for it. 
Scared that if I aim higher, disappointment level goes higher :/

And yes, I just hand in the 2nd assignment which the due date is on today 3pm.
It was terrible. :(((
Requirement is choose 2 out of 4 scenarios.
Initially, I chose Scenario 1 and 2.
But, I had a lot of uncertainty on Scenario 2 so I changed it to Scenario 1 and 3.

But...
at the very last minute which is last two days,
I changed my mind to Scenario 3 and 4.
Scenario 1 is all about theories and requires a lot of journals in it in order to score.
*wanna score higher :P *

Due to limited time and resources (doing assignment without a proper textbook)
I chose 3 and 4 to do.
So rushhhhhhhhhhhhh
Was so happy when I finally finished the assignments and turnitin to the website.
OH GOSHHHHHH 
I was like SERIOUSLYYY?????
28% of plagiarism!!! what the hack.

I resubmitted it for few times after amendment is done.
and I supposed to end everything at 4.30am this morning but
stupid forking amendment of words dragged it to 6.30am.
Went to bed after that. It's Good Morning and I'm going to bed now. lolol
Thought that I can easily fall asleep after being so tired.
but my neck was so pain after sitting in front of the laptop for hours longgg
turned here and there. rolled here and there. then finally slept at dontknowwhattime

Woke up late and bus went off already.
*Thank you assignment *
luckily there's a taxi near the condo, took it and went to Centrepoint to print my assignment.

I'm gonna broke after assignments. 
printing and binding of one assignment cost around 15 bucks
printing for one black and white sheet costs 50 cents!@#$%^&*
what the hack on this world!!!
I seriously don't get why they charged students at this price!!!
It's international college but it doesn't mean that u can charge at the FORKING HIGH PRICE!!!
This same applies to the book store at my college. 40 cents for each sheet.

broke broke broke......
2 assignments and my 25 bucks gone.
the most expensive assignments ever in my studies life

Hmm. guess too much of complaints?
nahhh I'm just couldn't stand to see all those black-heart shoppers earning students' money lolll
okay, end of the compalints.

But still phew~ finished. end. and relieved.
next is finals. I'm cominggg. 
am super excited as when finals is near, means my holiday is near tooooo. 
HOLIDAYSSS (heart-shaped eyes) hehehe

Till then, xoxo.

070514

-feeling depressed on the assignment and some thoughts-

Sometimes, I just dislike receiving calls from home.

Not that I'm not a home person.

But....

I just felt that I need a break.

A break from all the reality.

A real break. For my mind and soul.

I'm really tired with what's going on in there.

Kids aren't growing maturely.

Parents are having matters with work.

Loads of problem are poured out to me.

I don't mind to be a listener and adviser.

But, once I give out my advice, and you don't wanna take my advice to consideration.

Then, fine. It's really fine for that.

Just make sure, you don't come back to me for the same reason/ same problem anymore.

When you don't wanna listen to me at the first place,

why would you come back to me for the second time or third or moreeee

Same problem over and over againnn

There's no point for me to do so.

and I'm exhausted for all these.

I feel like I'm not being appreciated for what I've done.

Not to say that I've done a lot of big things for people.

But I've tried my best to live my life, to solve my things, to earn my extra living expenses.

All these are done by my own.

But, why why why

Why you guys never looked at my life and started to appreciate what you guys have now.

You guys don't need to do part time jobs during weekends, semester break or even on weekdays.

You guys can get you pocket money without paying room rental and miscellaneous bills and so on.

You guys can buy tickets and just go back to hometown whenever you guys want without having to pay the tickets by your own.

Why don't appreciate this kind of life but yet make others life miserable and tough?

I've been so tired of all your bullshits.

Arguments non-stop all over the place.

I just wanna get rid of it and moved out.

I moved out indeed and live a new life now.

But the same thing still happens and goes on...

God, please help me in this.
I need your love and wisdom to go through all these.
I knew we can't rid the world of sorrow, but we can choose to live in joy.

I'm tired.

hurt.

cried.