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BunnieLand is dead 
Totally deaddd
due to massive work on the assignments, tests and presentations over the few months.

Recently,
I have so much idea to put in
but
I have nooooo......time

Cropping, editing and uploading aren't easy things to do
Yet they require a lot of time and effort.

Hmm..
Guess it'll be back on January.
Hope my idea will successful this time

I need more creative ideas
more and more and more

24 hours isn't enough at all.
Maybe it's because
my time management is bad.
very bad x293509248652865

Assignments due is approaching.
One on 18th, another one on 22nd.
I started the 22nd one, 
but the 22nd one still untouchable,
not even the title of the assignment.

17th - Social Networking finals
      - Hubungan Etnik finals
18th - International Business assignment 
19th till 21st - Work
22nd - Entrepreneurial Management assignment

Ah...looking at these make me frustrated all the time
Have been eating a lot of snacks (rubbish foods) recently

Hope I won't get very fat by the end of all the finals and assignments
(although I'm fat now, but please no fatter kay..)

Gotta stop here,
back to my assignment.

xoxo,

Alaine

Trust

信任这东西
需要付出好多时间和精神才可以得到一个人的信任

但讽刺的是
在一个极短的时间内你就可以彻底地失去了它

一路来
我都是那个不被信任的人

我承认以前的我是如此爱说谎，爱隐藏
也为此付出过代价
痛的代价  心碎的代价

痛  让我成长，领悟，惭愧，改过

现在的我
再也不像以前那样会隐藏真相，编出各种谎话
但。。。
我依然是那个没人相信的人
好像没人会再相信我了

不被信任不是这一两天的事了
但今天被怀疑
心情就像第一次被怀疑一样
跌到谷底般

那个痛
久久都不能痊愈

Good morning

Good morning, sweetheart/my dear.

Such a beautiful sentence but not everyone practices to say this. 
Mornings can be very tiring and sleepy
especially waking up in an early hour.
It's not that something bad happens or someone annoys you in the early morning
but
just you are not sad nor happy.

You feel...
everything is just like that..normal
Normal than everything
Nothing is special 
but there's nothing to be happy about.
not even a single thing.

At this moment,
A greeting might help to enlighten your day.
A smile might help you to feel a little bit better.
Even he/she is a stranger.

I love this warm-morning greetings.
I would greet them back, of course.
Just like I feel warm when people greets me,
I want people feels that kind of warm too.
or some people just find me disgusting lolll

I greeted the security guards and housekeepers around my condo area every time I see them.
They would greet back with big smiles on their face. :D
Sounds wonderful heh.

不再一样

那一段走过的路  我不会忘了

那一个爱过的人  放在心里了

有时候想到  跌跌撞撞

也是种成长

也许当下会愤怒  伤心  哭泣

时间过去了  人也会理智些

我们的那些时光

过去的美好时光

我  选择收藏

我和你  不再是我们

只是好朋友

祝福你快乐

也祝福我自己  一个人快乐

以后别做朋友

【16个夏天】
从第一集看到了第十五集
里面有太多感触到心底里的想法

两个平行线
看起来永远都不会有交集的两人
到最后依然还是
对方心里的那一个人

从不相识的俩人
到后来变成好朋友
分享着生活上的细节
忙碌生活中的点点滴滴

从好朋友的俩人
到后来慢慢对对方产生了一种特别的情愫
却不敢开口说出来
害怕破坏俩人的关系

因为些误会
再也没联络了
各自有了各自的生活
各自实现各自的梦想

工作 家庭 朋友
一切的一切 都好美好
只能把唯一的遗憾 藏在心里
藏得深深的
藏得自以为可以忘了

但
爱一个人
不是随着时间就会不爱了

时间让人忘了痛
忘了那些曾经

若深爱
不管岁月多么的不饶人
那份感情依旧在心底

后来
两人又在一起了
甜蜜  习惯
爱情  亲情

他  有了病  癌症
他  因为爱  放开了她
他  因为爱  选着了善意的谎言

分开了  各自回到各自的生活
独自生活了五年
五年后  重遇了
心里依然澎湃
但什么也不能做

她已知道他的病情
依然选着了他
他却害怕自己给不了她幸福
他抗拒她  拒她于千里外

她却坚持着
坚持着对他的好
他终于被她融化了  接受了他
两人在一起了  面对彼此的爱

厄运终究还是来临
他的癌症复发了
她依然不弃不离
选着了踏上婚礼的路

他和她
终于不再是朋友
是名正言顺的夫妻
相爱着  爱护着  依赖着


歌词里的每一词每一句  都好美-- Eric 周兴哲 《以后别做朋友》

Assignments?

Since last week, I was really busy on assignments.
Year 2 Sem 1 with 2 assignments and 2 papers.
The first assignment is quite okay for me as I started to do a lil by lil earlier.
And the guidelines are there so I guess it's not a big problem at all.
But I don't dare to aim too high for it. 
Scared that if I aim higher, disappointment level goes higher :/

And yes, I just hand in the 2nd assignment which the due date is on today 3pm.
It was terrible. :(((
Requirement is choose 2 out of 4 scenarios.
Initially, I chose Scenario 1 and 2.
But, I had a lot of uncertainty on Scenario 2 so I changed it to Scenario 1 and 3.

But...
at the very last minute which is last two days,
I changed my mind to Scenario 3 and 4.
Scenario 1 is all about theories and requires a lot of journals in it in order to score.
*wanna score higher :P *

Due to limited time and resources (doing assignment without a proper textbook)
I chose 3 and 4 to do.
So rushhhhhhhhhhhhh
Was so happy when I finally finished the assignments and turnitin to the website.
OH GOSHHHHHH 
I was like SERIOUSLYYY?????
28% of plagiarism!!! what the hack.

I resubmitted it for few times after amendment is done.
and I supposed to end everything at 4.30am this morning but
stupid forking amendment of words dragged it to 6.30am.
Went to bed after that. It's Good Morning and I'm going to bed now. lolol
Thought that I can easily fall asleep after being so tired.
but my neck was so pain after sitting in front of the laptop for hours longgg
turned here and there. rolled here and there. then finally slept at dontknowwhattime

Woke up late and bus went off already.
*Thank you assignment *
luckily there's a taxi near the condo, took it and went to Centrepoint to print my assignment.

I'm gonna broke after assignments. 
printing and binding of one assignment cost around 15 bucks
printing for one black and white sheet costs 50 cents!@#$%^&*
what the hack on this world!!!
I seriously don't get why they charged students at this price!!!
It's international college but it doesn't mean that u can charge at the FORKING HIGH PRICE!!!
This same applies to the book store at my college. 40 cents for each sheet.

broke broke broke......
2 assignments and my 25 bucks gone.
the most expensive assignments ever in my studies life

Hmm. guess too much of complaints?
nahhh I'm just couldn't stand to see all those black-heart shoppers earning students' money lolll
okay, end of the compalints.

But still phew~ finished. end. and relieved.
next is finals. I'm cominggg. 
am super excited as when finals is near, means my holiday is near tooooo. 
HOLIDAYSSS (heart-shaped eyes) hehehe

Till then, xoxo.

070514

-feeling depressed on the assignment and some thoughts-

Sometimes, I just dislike receiving calls from home.

Not that I'm not a home person.

But....

I just felt that I need a break.

A break from all the reality.

A real break. For my mind and soul.

I'm really tired with what's going on in there.

Kids aren't growing maturely.

Parents are having matters with work.

Loads of problem are poured out to me.

I don't mind to be a listener and adviser.

But, once I give out my advice, and you don't wanna take my advice to consideration.

Then, fine. It's really fine for that.

Just make sure, you don't come back to me for the same reason/ same problem anymore.

When you don't wanna listen to me at the first place,

why would you come back to me for the second time or third or moreeee

Same problem over and over againnn

There's no point for me to do so.

and I'm exhausted for all these.

I feel like I'm not being appreciated for what I've done.

Not to say that I've done a lot of big things for people.

But I've tried my best to live my life, to solve my things, to earn my extra living expenses.

All these are done by my own.

But, why why why

Why you guys never looked at my life and started to appreciate what you guys have now.

You guys don't need to do part time jobs during weekends, semester break or even on weekdays.

You guys can get you pocket money without paying room rental and miscellaneous bills and so on.

You guys can buy tickets and just go back to hometown whenever you guys want without having to pay the tickets by your own.

Why don't appreciate this kind of life but yet make others life miserable and tough?

I've been so tired of all your bullshits.

Arguments non-stop all over the place.

I just wanna get rid of it and moved out.

I moved out indeed and live a new life now.

But the same thing still happens and goes on...

God, please help me in this.
I need your love and wisdom to go through all these.
I knew we can't rid the world of sorrow, but we can choose to live in joy.

I'm tired.

hurt.

cried.

Food hunting @ Jalan Alor, KL

I've always never stop enjoying my life with my loved ones. 

Always go for food hunting with the bunch of my friends.

Especially the love-all-the-time gf- BabiLyn :P

So, after a long hectic week.

We decided to have a food hunting at Jalan Alor, KL.

It's at the heart of the KL city.

I think most of the people do know where's Sungai Wang Plaza or Pavillion or Lot 10 right.

So, basically, Jalan Alor, the food street is just opposite Sungai Wang Plaza/ BB Plaza.

There are so many food stalls along the street. 

Hardly could we choose to stop by and try their food.

We walked from the BEGINNING TILL THE END OF THE STREET.

Yes, it's trueeeee. Lolollll

Then, Lyn suggested the chicken wings stall which located at the end of the street.

She said it's famous for their chicken wings.

So, we gave it a try.

Ordered chicken wings, beef satays and ham-dan fried sotong (which is, salty fried cuttlefish)

Chicken wings (2 bucks for each)

And it tasted so-so only

I've expected more than the scorched charcoal smell indeed.

Beef satays (1 buck for each stick)

The smell and the beef is quite nice and good.

The salty fried cuttlefish

This is my all-time FAVOURITE <3

This is dessert after our 'dinner'

It's homemade Turkish ice-cream

The texture is different from the usual ice-cream

It's so soft and I'm lovin it.

<3 Quen, Lyn, me and Soon <3

Quite enjoyed the night that we spent together for food hunting.

Till next time, xoxo. ;)

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Spent some quality time with my loved ones. 

Soon, Lyn and Quen. <3

Finally,

we had some different spots this time,

instead of the usual mamak stall.

Haha lol

Went for Bak Kut Teh for the first round.

It was located beside The Scoot Garden, Old Klang road.

It tasted good and I think nothing goes wrong about the bak kut teh soup.

I personally like the vege that we ordered. So fresh so crispy.

Here is the pic on the food that we ordered.

All these cost us RM77.60 in total. 

I think it's quite reasonable except for the fish.

as it has a lots of fish bones. which I found it's hard for us to nom.

And then, we went for 2nd round.

Starbucks

again...

Lyn and I have the buy one free one voucher.

That's why we were here.

Java chip frappucino for Quen

Green tea cream frappucino for Soon

Caramel hot chocolate for myself

Hot green tea latte for Lyn

Chit chatting

Looking at the killing assignments, ugh

Went back home at 12am

Can't resist the sleepiness in me.

Physically tired, Zzzzz

Night night :*

Get lost!

Stop giving such harsh comment to people that you don't know.

You don't know their life yet you judge them.

Don't judge a book by its cover.

You won't know how they go through their life stuffs.

Unless you're them.

Happy life, sad life, tough life etc.

You didn't live their life,

therefore,

Shut The Fuck Up.

I knew there are some friends who really struggled hard for their live

at such young age.

It's good and helping them to mold their characteristics.

They tend to be more mature than other same aged people. *no offense*

But,

There are some really never-worry-anything people.

Their families could provide everything they want. 

Their needs, their desires.

They could never failed to get anything they want, probably.

Sounds like I hate rich people a lot. 

But, 

NO, PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG.

I just wanna say their life is much more easier than others who have to work hard for their living expenses and stuffs.

So, people,

Before you start to judge a person,

stop for a moment,

think about him/her.

He/she might gone through something you never had.

Don't judge others until you get to know how they live their life.

To all the people out there who judge me like you know me well,

sorry to say that you don't know me.

Don't act like you know.

Don't act like 'eh I know her. She's a bitch.' LOLLLL

If you don't know me.

Just stfu :)

23022014

有些人就是得空没事做

跑去看别人的动态

吃的东西  做的事情  交的朋友

这一些难不成我要向你们交代吧

我有我的生活

你们有你们的生活

别以为知道我的动态

就了解我的人格

我的人格  性格 

我爱干嘛就干嘛

轮不到你们来批评

最近

遇到了让我烦心的事

有人莫名的偷窥我还要打小报告

如果爱一个人 = 毁了他

对不起

那不是爱

那是你自以为是的自私

如果别人说了我的事

你问了我  才相信我

那是不信任

如果别人说了我的事

你问都不用问  就相信我

那是打从心底的信任

信任

在亲人  情人  朋友 里

是个重要角色

但  视乎 

我得不到家人的信任

做了很多不让他们担心心烦的事

原来  还是不足够

永远都不足

6 Jan 2014

First post in the year of 2014.

I've totally forgotten my blog for sometime. Was busy for stuffs like Penang trip, shopping, yamcha time with buddies and also my revision for finals.

Dragged on my Penang trip post too long already.

Will be back soon.

xoxo, BunnyLaine. ;)