Months passed by
I'm still hanging on the same reason
again and again.
Told myself to have a break from all those stuffs
But, I just failed to do so.
I once gathered all my tears and sorrow, leaving that place.
But, now I only realized,
I'm not leaving too far,
I just walked from the place to outside of the place.
I'm outside of it, waiting like nobody cares.
Standing outside yet looking into the circle,
trying to get into it.
Place of thorns and pieces of glasses.
Still, stubborn enough wanting to go back.
Life's so funny.
And ridiculous.
Take a deep breath.
Despite the deep breath is too long to take,
it's okay. Just take the time to heal.
No matter how long it is, just breathe and get healed.
I'll be alright.
Back to the independent person.
Being dependent is just my outer layer,
a shield to protect a relationship.
But now, I should not lose myself.
Get back to the independent and strong person.
Perhaps, it needs time to back on track.
being dependent for sometimes,
all I need is time.
Get rid of it.
Gain experience.
Be independent.
Be strong enough to shed the tears away.
