I'm back.
Talking about confirmation
Hmm
I guess it's a tough moment while waiting for the confirmation
It's either a job confirmation
or confirmation about a r/ship
But I guess whenever the confirmation is yet to be done,
everything is questioned.
Have been questioning myself for such a long time.
"Is he the right guy?"
"Are you ready for that?"
"What would you do to cherish your partner?"
etc.....
All these popped into my head,
each and every day.
Thinking about someone do make us feel happy.
But become emotional also, at the same time.
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I once ran after a guy that I liked so much.
Spent time and effort on him,
without any hesitation or doubt,
I just wanted to be with him so badly that time.
At last, everything ended up.
Everything went worse.
I never blamed him for that.
I blamed myself a lot.
That's my decision which I decided to run after a guy who doesn't liked me at all.
So, bear the consequences :)
Everything goes well.
I let go all of the feelings and I'm okay right now.
After this particular guy, I told myself
I wouldn't chase after a guy anymore.
Once is enough. I'm tired.
If he likes you, he will eventually put in effort to be with you.
No matter how hard the situation is, you will be with him.
If he is meant to be yours, he will by your side, at last.
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I know rushing brings nothing but just a harmful decision to both of us.
But, I just wanna let you know something.
Something that I really think of in every single days.
I can't deny that I'm missing you.
I miss you, a lot more than you could ever think of.
I have so much things to do with you.
Share food with you.
Explore new cafes and restaurants around the town.
Bring me along for trips. Short vacation or long trip to overseas.
Bring me to Disneyland.
Cherish you and the moments we are together.
Be your listener and share your burdens.
Be with you when you're down.
Give you freedom and watch you smile around your friends.
Smile with you. Talk lame jokes with you.
Sing songs with you. Even though we sing like mad people.
Cook for you. Cook with you. Don't care it's breakfast, lunch or dinner.
Swim together. Our fav sports ;)
On diet together. Save money on the same time :P
Watch movies together.
Enjoy lil moments with you.
Enjoy silent moments where you play your games and I do my stuffs.
Enjoy each other's presence and existence.
Guess this is what I gonna do with the future boyfie.
Two persons, just you and me.
It's perfect enough, at least for me.
Anyway, time is needed before going into a serious relationship.
No rushing, but with patience, tolerance and understanding
Confirmation? Screw you.
Appreciate the moments. Cherish all the memories. Make moments into memories.
I would be here, all the time, to be with you :')
